HELP!

A long story, but i've been hacked via a trojan and a anti virus program that never bothered to notify me that it wasn't updating. The break down is like this:

I have all programs! Windows and installed programs are working correctly

I have lost! all program and option setting, lost all pictures, videos, music, and most importantly i have lost all my work! Everything i have created all my school work is gone.

I am in the process of using a recovery tool, since there was no image to recover back to. i have gotten about 60% of my work back. thought 20% of that is corrupt.

IF YOU HAVE any images, pictures, videos, or work i have sent you or you might have. PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE SEND me it

...to never puke as a result of drinking!!!

THaaaaaats right! this dragon is gonna graduate! (hopefully very soon)

HOLY SHIT! what the hell am i DOING!!! Seriously i am scared shitless! i have 6 month left in school. basically the biggest part of my life is coming to an end. But before all that i have... basically a mountain of work to do. so the next 6 months are going to be absolutely insane o.0 portfolio reviews, lots of models to make, senior project, senior team animation shit, plus the cherry blossom festival is coming up and a whole line of other events. AHHHHHHHHHHHHH FUCK!

So basically **Wednesday JUNE 16TH** is the big day. Exactly one week before anthrocon (oh yes there will be some major partying to celebrate at Anthrocon!)

OMG OMG OMG

I AM SO HAPPY!!!!

Ryoken is so awesome, he made these cute little icons that are just so CUTE!! they go together perfect! :D

OMG GO CHECK HIM OUT, GET ONE FOR YOU AND A FRIEND (or someone really special)!!!!!

Some Times the smallest little thing will bring the whole world crashing down around you..

So my phone died last night, not like the batteries ran out. No, its completely fucked!

The long and short of it is, that its new phone time! the downside is that i've lost all my txt/messages/pics/videos/notes and most importantly all my contacts :( and being that i didn't know that u could loose all said contact, i never bothered to memorize anyone's :*(

So please send me your contact information again!! either email (Drakien1@yahoo.com or catch me on IM)

Full image at http://www.furaffinity.net/view/2935250
A commission by the very AWESOME Ryoken!

GO COMMISSION HIM! (this was only like 50 bucks!!!!)

I have never been that drunk before....
Went to an amazing party last night, but seriously i have never been that drunk before. there are large section of that night missing from my memory, which has never happened before. yeah... remind me never to drink 5 heavy handed rum and coke in 30 min...

hungover dragon.... is very very very hungover

YEEEAAAAAAH!

So get this I have 9 classes left to take!! which mean if i take 3 a quarter for 3 quarters i'll completely done with college in 8 month from this very day!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! not a year a 2 year 8 months!!!!! which means when AC 2010 rolls around i'll be a college graduate!!!!!!!!!!!!

HOT SHIT!

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH YEEEEAH!!!! I feel FREAKING AWESOME!

hehe alright so maybe that's a bit of an exaggeration, but i do feel much MUCH better then i did before. Thankfully the swelling of my tonsils is gone down a bit, though the doctors want me to consider removing them down the road.... which is probably gonna happen as i get sore throats monthly. Which sucks.... But at least i learned i can swallow pills :D Yeay for hard core anti-biotic!

I'm not gonna go into the whole nitty gritty but i will say that i have never been this sick before in my life, and i'm happy to be back on my feet and over this "super bug" *mutters curse words under his breath* Though it is going around, and after talking with folks they say its getting more and more common to get this bastard, so please to everyone out there. take care of yourselves. This thing can kill you, don't fuck it.


In a bit bright news I HAVE A NEW COMPUTER!!!! Of course it arrived while i wa lying on my death bed and i have been staring at it for almost a week unable to power it up.




AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHYEEEEEAAAAH i went a little over board. >:) and this thing has some POWA!!!!! I gotta hand it to Cyberpower, they do a hell of a job. building this thing! i seriously can't wait to start rending animations and stuff, now i just have to put all my old programs on this thing.


Oh yeah so i totally forgot, i lost 9 and a half pounds while being sick! HA! fuck diets :P

So yeah i had a bit of a weird experience when i went to the ER. Everything is fine and i'm fine, but i didn't mention this before because it was a bit of a..... well i donno. I mean the ER was no biggie maybe it was the fact i was freaking out or maybe that i was very sick or under the weather i donno. but i heard this song.... and it was song i haven't heard in long long time. I mean i honestly can't remember the last time i hear it, but there it was i could hear it as plain as day. i though maybe someone in my little ward was listening to it, but they were all asleep. but there i was started humming it and i just moved my foot and started humming, then i start singing it. I don't really sing songs spontaneously, but there i was singing sinnerman

Anyone else had this kinda experience before?

oh and for those of you who donno what Sinner man is.

Today, was a very scary day for me. As you may or may not be away i've been under the weather for about three weeks. Wednesday i start feeling a tightness in my throat so Thursday i went to the doctors. Who did the horribly gag-u-with-the-stick test. turns out i have Streptococci (strep Throat). so i got some meds.
However, i got considerably and progressively worse. my throat tightened to the point were i had trouble breath, couldn't eat. I've lost about 5 pounds of weight over this whole bull shit ordeal. So anyways i went BACK to the doctors today, and got some Physicians Assistant instead of a full doc. well he takes one look at my throat runs out grabs a doctor who comes back in and says "I've never seen tonsils so swollen. We can't help you with the services we have here, and I won't be able to sleep unless i know you are in the ER."

So the next step on my endeavor was to Shady Grove Medical Hospital. Needless to say i was in tears at this point. my hands were shaking I was breathing heavily and rapidly. Let me put this into perspective for you, I hate needles, i hate medical shows i even hate being near hospitals. I've never been to the ER, and i had no idea what to expect........... So i was freaking out a good deal.

Got there, immediately got my bracelet and the check in nurses took my pulse, temp asked me a few question. my pulse was really REALLY high. so they put me in a room, my hands were still shaking bad and there was a little bit of dried blood on the sealing which didn't help. THEN my neighbor got wheeled in. he was wasn't really my neighbor he was just in 10-c where i was in 11-a so we weren't in the same block, we just shared the same wall. but man this guy was yelling his head of, screaming about god this and god that. He was definitely on something and coming off it, or having some bad trip. but it was hard to listen to, everything they did to him made him scream and yell, and he went on for maybe 40 min. it was just hard to sit there not knowing whats coming and listen to that next door.

Well i won't bore you with the details but after having my first I.V. (which is FUCKING AMAZING I LOVE I.V.s) i felt a world better even sounded better. My doctor and my Nurse were wonderful people too. some of the nicest and caring folks ever, so it turns out i have a "super bug" its actually a combo - of Streptococci and Mono. which could have been lethal had i not gotten the I.V. so it was actualy a pretty ok day it scary by reassuring all the same time.

Any ways, the doctor said i'll be fine in a week, but right now im on lots of drugs and drink lots of water with a little gauze stapped over the I.V. spot. so next step will be figuring out about school stuff.

Yeah i have the flu :/

Good news is i'm past the hump of getting worse, and most of the more annoying symptoms are gone. so hopefully i'll be back to 100% soon

Hehe

Yeah its my birthday today, though it really doesn't feel like it. I celebrated it a bit early this past weekend with a fun little party with my closest friends. Was a lot of fun, and have some really awesome memories!! Pictures will soon be up :P

BUHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHA

I saw this video on YouTube, its fan-freaking-tastic!!! never seen anyone in a suit hull so much ass before!!!



....hmmm maybe video response maybe....

For those of you who know me, i tend to get very opinionated about movies, especially went it comes to CG. That aside I've been watching a lot of movies recently since i have a good deal of extra time while i work on my computer. And a friend of mine recommended to me the movies "Event Horizon". I honestly didn't know what to expect, he gave it a Thumbs up,

***************WARNING: Over Opinionated Crazy Dragon Rant Ahead********************

*takes a few long deep breaths*
I've never been so close to actually shitting my pants in fear in my entire life! I kid you not this movie f*cked with my head. I don't really like horror films, its not that i'm scared its that there boring. I've seen a good deal of modern horror films and really all of them are just.... crap. Not one of them is actually scary, and its constantly loud noises and quick jumping scary faces to startle you OOoOoOOoOO i'm so fucking scared, you made me jump, bravo. But then there is Event Horizon.... Its a bit of an older movie, so i watched it with a pretty open mind and didn't really know what to expect, ESPECIALLY with the CG.
But this movie i kid you not is actually really good.

...I'm gonna go turn on all the lights in my house and hide under the covers tonight. O_O

1. Smoked
2. Drank alcohol (fuck yah)
3. Cried when someone died (i'm very emotion)
4. Been drunk
5. Had sex
6. Been to a concert
7. Gotten/given a hand job
8. Gotten/given a blow job
9. Been verbally/sexually harassed
10. Verbally/sexually harassed somebody

11. Felt someone up and/or been felt up
12. Laughed so hard something came out of your nose. (ugh yeah... >.>)
13. Cheated on a boyfriend/girlfriend before. (sorta, it was an open relationship, but it still felt like cheating to me)
14. Been cheated on by a boyfriend/girlfriend
15. Been to prom. (senior prom dressed all in white, I waz Da pimp)
16. Cried at school (had a really hard time in the 3rd grade)
17. Gotten lost in a WalMart or a department store.
18. Went streaking (don't ask... please don't)
19. Given or received a lap dance. (recieved^^)
20. Had someone of the opposite sex in your room

21. Had someone of the opposite sex sleep over
22. Slept over at someone of the opposite sex's house
23. Kissed a stranger
24. Hugged a stranger
25. Went scuba diving
26. Driven a car (even raced em before!)
27. Gotten an x-ray (lots of jaws x-rays, never broken a bone though)
28. Hit by a car
29. Had a party
30. Done serious drugs

31. Played strip poker/darts/basketball
32. Got paid to strip for someone
33. Run away from home.
34. Broken a bone. (NEVER!)
35. Eaten sushi
36. Bought porn (oh fuck yeah!)
37. Watched porn (see above comment)
38. Made porn (see above comment)
39 Had a crush on someone of the same sex
40. Been in love (to many dam times)

41. French kissed
42. Laughed so hard you cried
43. Cried yourself to sleep
44. Laughed yourself to sleep
45. Stabbed yourself (not on purpose... but yet)
46. Shot a gun
47. Trash talked someone and then acted like their best friend the next day
48. Been online for 9 consecutive hours. (BUHAHAHAHA just 9?)
49. Watched TV for 9 consecutive hours.
50. Watched an animal die. (that wasn't fun)
51. Watched a person die
52. Kissed and/or messed around somewhere with at least 1 person present.
53. Pranked somebody.
54. Put somebody in the hospital (yes, on accident.)
55. Snuck into someone's room and/or your own room after being out
56. Kissed somebody of the same sex
57. Dressed punk
58. Dressed goth
59. Dressed preppy
60. Been to a motocross race.

61. Avoided somebody
62. Been stalked
63. Stalked someone
64. Met a celebrity.
65. Played an instrument.
66. Ridden a horse
67. Cut yourself not on purpose
68. Bungee jumped.
69. Ding dong ditched somebody.
70. Been to a wild party.

71. Got caught stealing something.
72. Kicked/punched a guy in the balls.
73. Stolen a boyfriend/girlfriend from a friend.
74. Gone out with your friend's crush.
75. Got arrested.
76. Been pregnant.
77. Babysat.
78. Been to another country. (many :D)
79. Started your house on fire.
80. Had an encounter with a ghost.

81. Donated your hair to cancer patients.
82. Been asked out by someone that you never thought you'd be asked out by.
83. Cried over a family member of the opposite sex.
84. Had a boyfriend/girlfriend for 3 months or more. (try 3 years or more)
85. Sat on your butt all day (only except for bathroom brakes)
86. Ate a whole carton of ice cream all by yourself
87. Had a job.
88. Gotten cut from a sports team.
89. Been called a whore.
90. Danced like a whore.

91. Been mistaken for a celebrity.
92. Been in a car accident. (NEVER and dam proud of it!)
93. Been told you have beautiful eyes.
94. Been told you have beautiful hair.
95. Raped somebody.
96. Danced in the rain.
97. Been rejected.
98. Walked out of a restaurant without paying. (sorta, we got so sick of the service we walked out yelled at the manager and left, they knew we didn't pay though)
99. Punched someone/slapped someone in the face.
100. Been raped.

Sooooo yeah, been feeling much better after a good week of resting. Gotta thank my buddy Zicam (that stuff will kill any cold).

SO Anthrocon!!!! WAS..... FUCKING...... AMAZING!!!! Seriously, i usually have a shit load of drama at AC, but holy fuck! FUCK FUCK FUCK!! this con was AWESOME! So much happened, so much alcohol was consumed, so many people!

but here is what i can remember:
Wednesday. nothing really happened that night, crashed on a buddies floor.

Thursday was a completely different story. moved into my room that day, got my badge, got in suit got my Bling! messed around with folks in the lobby, just had a fun gay ol time. That night after dinner i was feeling a bit bored so i threw a small little room party, that turned into a small room big party. Was very awesome! I kicked everyone's ass out about midnight got in suit and went somewere.... i know i ended up at the dance that night but i can't remember if i hit up another room party or not.

Friday was another awesome day, woke up had breakfast with some buddies, walked around the con, caused trouble like usual. that night though was awesome! I ended up getting back to the room throwing on my suit and going to a room party I was invited to. I didn't really know what to expect, but needless to say my expectations were blown out of the water to another planet! Had an absolutely bast! got really really trashed, stumbled my way to the dance... (i'm seeing a pattern here). WAY over did it almost got sick, and ended up spending the rest of the night feeling shitty. but it was good to find a limit. which apparently is 10 Jungle juices and dancing for an hour in suit.

Saturday was just unbelievable (that was the 4th of July) so i got up, had breakfast with a handful of friends down at Steal City. Run back to the room threw on the suit and did the death Walk (parade). I know AC has a bit of a rap for having a long and hot Parade but this year was actually really really nice, a straight walk to Hall C were we could take our heads off before the big pictures. which i think was well done! hats off to the planners of the Parade. Talked to a few folks after the shoot, walked around a bit, got out of suit, grabbed some dinner. then watch the fireworks up on the convention center room with some good friends.
That was the first time I've never watch fireworks with my family, i honestly was a bit sad going up there. but having good friends around really made all the difference, and made this 4th of July a very special one for me.
AFTER the wonderful fireworks it was back to my room for yet another MASSIVE room party. i didn't think my room was gonna get so packed but my god. So So many people packed into my little hotel room, my booze and mixers were gone in an hour! Met lots and lots of people! after the booze were gone i got in suit and headed up to yet another room party. This one was much more packed then any other party i'd been to and was um... quiet the experience for me, opened my eyes to a lot of things which i enjoyed very much! After that i end down to the dance with a friend, was no were near as drunk so i was a bit more awake to what was going on during the dance, got to dance with a few people and then called it an early night at about 3am.

Sunday being the last day of the convention, i decided to go and actually check out the dealers den and buy some stuff. it was really nice, i went around and bought a few comic books from Fur-piled (my favorite artists and comic :D ). got a lovely little piece from the art show, even bumped into a few folks. was there until it closed down. caught closing ceremonies, which is always a bit sad. then grabbed a bite to eat over at Sammy's bar before heading back to get in suit, for a final evening of drinking and romping around down in the lobby. Met some cool ass people too, even one fellow who took a TON of pics of me. Still hoping to find him. Had a very crazy night that night too... But that is a story for another day ^^

Monday was the drive home ^^

Ok so this past weekend (june 13th) was Baltimore (maryland's) Gay pride weekend of gayness! hurray! It was so much fun!!! So here is the lo-down step by step (sort version is on my FA).

The block party started at 6 o'clock, and me and Oryx carpooled up and got there a little after that. Parking was a BITCH! but we found a.... well it was a parking spot. So we hung around and got some food until DragonSprite and Loki showed up. Walked around took in the sights for a little bit then around 7 we walked back to the car and got in suit.
WELL i didn't want to walk the 10 block from the car to the block party in suit so we all squeezed into Oryx's car (and i mean really squeezed i was stuck between both doors with my big ass tail).
Anyways we got there, hopped out of the car fire drill style and made our way to the block party, while oryx parked... and we got MOBBED, couldn't go 2 feet without getting pulled this way and that way, some many people taking pictures! was an absolute mad house!!
So after a bit of getting mobbed and groped by people. Loki said he wanted to get towards the stage.... which was kind of insane, so then the idea came up of having Oryx carry loki on his back and Sprite carry me... and umm we totally did it!!!!!!!! was a bit wobbly at first getting up on someones back. but O MY GOD everyone was cheering and giving me hi-fives as he cut right though the thickest part of the crowd. Was a lot of fun. I'm just bummed we didn't get any video of doing such insane shit!
Once on the other side, we got mobbed again this time by the well inebriated crowd (since we were closer to the margarita vendors). so after a while of getting photos with the general gay public we got a few shots with Mr Mid Atlantic Leather and a few shots in front of the police motorcycles, even though we asked they weren't to happy about it.
So after that Loki wanted to get up on stage, and that wasn't gonna get happen. But instead of that loki got up on Sprites shoulder and we made our way into the crowd... Oryx couldn't pick me up so i was SOL standing behind sprite and Loki.
BUUUUUT after a while this short, very drunk gentleman came right up to me, didn't say a word at first until oryx asked him what he wanted. His response was "i wanted to ask the blue dragon something. (to me) you seem a bit out of place, do u want to get up on my shoulders?" needless to say i was tickled pink about that and was more then happy he could even lift my fat ass.
So there was loki and me, above the entire crowd, as a sea of camera flashes went off before us. Was just awesome! I gave the guy a great big hug and thanked him for being cool carrying me, i just wish i had gotten a picker with him :/

So after a bit of that, we both got down and made our way up to the edge of the barricaded area. squeezed back into oryx's car and called it a night. Looking back on it i was in suit for 3 and a half hours straight!!!!!!!!!! Never took my head off once! which is a new record for me :D. Got groped about 40 times, which i wasn't to happy about, being that i've never had that happen to me in suit before and a few of people really didn't get the "hint" i didn't want there hand down there. But what really got on my nerve was the constant people lifting up my tail! FOR FUCK SAKES! But besides that, it was an AWESOME TIME!

Less then two weeks away!!!!

I don't know about you guys but i am getting excited about the upcoming Anthrocon. This will be the first year that i am in the main hotel with my own room :D Plus i'm planning on getting in as much suiting as possible! the big blue beast is all ready to have some fun! even thinkin about getting in a couple of dances. *blushes*
So whats everyone doing? anyone have any plans/parties for the convention?

my schedule looks pretty much like this:
-Arrive Thursday morning super freaking early! check into room
-Friday go through registration, nothing really planned
-Saturday jack shit planned
-Sunday play around until check out, then head home that afternoon.

SOOOOOOOOOOOOOO i am looking for some serious fursuiting time! if you know any events, especially to go see the fireworks in fursuit LET ME KNOW!!!!! :D